Knitting and sock bun

So continuing with trying new things I decided to learn to knit and after multiple restarts and mess ups here is my very first finished product........
Baby booties

My sister also suggested I try out the sock bun to make curls, if you haven't heard of it you can google and find numerous videos on YouTube. And it is just what is says a bun made out of a sock here is a picture of the bun and the results I got for the curls

Dear baby

Dear baby,

     I have not met you. I do not know what you look like. I do not know when you are coming or where you are coming from. But what I do know is I love you. I am so excited and nervous about you. I can't wait to meet you and hold you for the first time. You are going to have so many people that love you and want the best for you. Everyone is waiting and ready for you.
     
                I can't wait to meet you!
                                 Mom

where did my patience go?!?!?!

I am been so patient through the enitre approval process, thinking what is a few more weeks, when certain things took a few weeks longer than expected. Just thinking I can do this, no problem. For some reason the second we became waiting, all my patience disappeared. Can someone please tell me where it went??? haha. The strangest thing, the second I knew that we could be picked or matched any day, I had the severely strong erge that it should happen right now! I'm so very confused as to why this happened. I feel like we have been waiting for our baby for years... which really we have. We started this journey in 2009. I just don't understand with all the knowledge I have about wait times, why I feel like it should be right now for us. And why after these years of waiting do I suddenly feel it MUST happen now.  Because of this I've started obsessively researching networking possibilities.... in other words, more agencies or lawyers to work with.   Currently we are actively waiting with our agency and with an adoption lawyer.


Hopefully I can find my patience once again, I'm sure I will, I loose things a lot so I have good practice finding things. But just wanted to share in case one of you find it.... could you please bring it back to me?!?