The best surprise

When I got home tonight Jeff was smiling, he told me I was going to be happy when I got home. I didn't know what it was going to be. So he said sit here and handed me an envelope. I was so pleasantly surprised to see the hand written letter from S. I started crying before I could even read a word. I'm so excited for Ty that he will see words directly from her. She was super sweet in the letter and I became even more excited when she asked if she could send a photo album for Ty. I don't feel like it is my place to share all she said but it was all great!!!! I'm so surprised because I never knew if we would hear from her or not and I'm so excited that we will keep communication going in the future.

True love

There are no words to express the love you feel for your child. This is true love that you don't understand until you are a parent. I look at my boy and cry because I love him so much I dont know what else to do. There is no way
to explain it. It's absolutely thinking about someone else every second of the day, caring less what you look like, not caring you haven't slept in months or years, doing the most insane things just for a chance at a smile, and truly putting someone else first. It's knowing there is basically nothing you wouldn't do for them, and not caring that you "missed" certain events.
So then this leads you to understand the love your parents have for you. And it makes you appreciate them and respect them more than you ever have before. You finally understand how they feel about you.
I love you Mom and Dad!!!!

Makes you think how much love S. had for little man, to try to give him a life she believed she couldn't.

Mesmerized by Baby Einstein 

2 months

My big guy is two months old. Had his two month check up yesterday and weighed 12lbs and was 23in long. Getting so big. He did great with his shots stopped crying with I picked him up, but today I can tell he doesn't feel 100%. Little man is not his normal smiley self and is fussy which is not him either. Its pitiful.

Lots of birthdays in my family this week= Tom the 11th is my sister Brandy's bday and Mimi's Bday!!!!  Then the 14th is my oldest nephew Carson's bday he will be 6! I can't believe it. Ready to eat some cake and celebrat :)