I have been praying and begging for weeks that I would be able to share good news, but I never get to. Don't think I will ever get to.
I lost number four. It definitely gets harder every time. Every time I realize even more that it is less likely we will ever have a child on our own. Honestly I'm not sure I ever want to try again. We have already decided we will not be trying naturally anymore, and I plan on preventing as much as possible. There is not really much to say, same ole same ole. Went for the 2nd U/S and baby measured 7wks, perfectly still, with no heartbeat.
I don't understand why this is my life.
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