I knew becoming a mom would change basically everything in my day to day life, and things I would do or didn't do, or at least I thought I did. I have been surprised by how much it has changed my perspective on certain things and even my personality to some extent.
First thing I noticed, I became a worrier. Never thought I would be a worrier but I am constantly worrying if im making the right decisions for him and I doing everything I should taking care of him. I wonder all the time if what I'm doing is the best or him.
Next I noticed I became OCD. This is seriously new for me. I used to be so laid back about everything and still am about most things. But I have severe mOCD about how he is cared for and how things are done with him. I do not like this new "trait" but I can't shake it... Hope it wears off soon.
Lately I've notice how it has just changed how I perceive things. This mostly relates to work, but some other things too. I think and hope being a mom will make me a more patient and compassionate nurse. And I do more "little things" for the babies and their families. I like this new perspective.
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| Sleepy smiles |
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| All of my little family laying in the floor together :) |
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| Love the expression he is making with his eyes hehe |
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| Laid Ty in the middle of the blanket, went to the bathroom came back to find this... he did not enjoy what I had on TV and was determined to change the channel. He chose the news hehe. |