Saturday, September 15, 2012

New perspectives

I knew becoming a mom would change basically everything in my day to day life, and things I would do or didn't do, or at least I thought I did. I have been surprised by how much it has changed my perspective on certain things and even my personality to some extent.
First thing I noticed, I became a worrier. Never thought I would be a worrier but I am constantly worrying if im making the right decisions for him and I doing everything I should taking care of him. I wonder all the time if what I'm doing is the best or him.
Next I noticed I became OCD. This is seriously new for me. I used to be so laid back about everything and still am about most things. But I have severe mOCD about how he is cared for and how things are done with him. I do not like this new "trait" but I can't shake it... Hope it wears off soon.
Lately I've notice how it has just changed how I perceive things. This mostly relates to work, but some other things too. I think and hope being a mom will make me a more patient and compassionate nurse. And I do more "little things" for the babies and their families. I like this new perspective.
Sleepy smiles
All of my little family laying in the floor together :)
Love the expression he is making with his eyes hehe
Laid Ty in the middle of the blanket, went to the bathroom came back to find this... he did not enjoy what I had on TV and was determined to change the channel. He chose the news hehe. 

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