Who am I?

Acknowledging, understanding and accepting yourself is one of the hardest parts of life. Do you know how many times I ask myself "how do u feel about this?, why are you reacting this way?" Sometimes I have to step back and remind myself to ask these questions. I find myself feeling emotions and reacting in ways, even I don't understand. And just when I think I have myself figured out I change. What brought this post on? I was driving to work and realized my mascara was getting in my eye. Then I thought "When did I become a make up person?" I use to never wear make up to work, and  now I do almost all the time. Who knows why that changed. HA profound revelation I know but made me think about everything about me that has changed, and why. Why have I become the way I am, Why do I react to people differently than  I use to. Who am I now? and when did I become this me? The me that wears makeup, writes in a blog and works in a job I never thought I would.